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Suddenly
One sultry night,
The moon burst
into fragments
broken by unrelenting
sharp-clawed hand
from nowhere…
Afterwards the swollen
Stars eroded
Making red thick streams
Flow down from the welkin
It's all
going to be engored once more…
Chorus:
Vehemence came as anodyne
‘Tween pulsating earth and sky
«From now on you have my word
You will never be alone»
II
They woke up
In their own beds -
Women, men, old and young…
Without tongues
And without eyes
Spurred by one
desire
To find help
They ran out
Into the streets
Panic spread so quickly
They clung to each other
In fear, reaching
The bones and
Shrieking hearts
… Oh, vielleicht
kennst du mein
Gesicht nicht
Mein eigen fleisch
Und blut aber du kennst mein
Name, mein name ist Tod
Ich habe euch bey der hand genomen
Ir must an meynen reyen komen
Chorus:
Vehemence came as anodyne
‘Tween pulsating earth and sky
«From now on you have my word
You will never be alone.
This is me,
Who set free
Demons of infinite chaos
And with me
you will flee
into the streams
of impending storm»
III
Suddenly
One sultry night,
The moon burst
into fragments
Like a blade
Of guillotine
Something fell
Upon the
Sleeping earth
I am the one who
Touched her delusive hand
Heard her still voice and got lost in
Mother Archaos’ eyes
Chorus:
Vehemence came as anodyne
‘Tween pulsating earth and sky
«From now on you have my word
You will never be alone.
Be without
Any doubt
The sands now
Are running out
And with me
you will flee
into the foreverness»
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Life is coming in and out of me
All foretime was just a sleep
What’s for real, nothing but
This moment: splendent, wisping loveliness…
There, above the monumental
Clouds of grey
I yell, but no sound
Aeon echoes
Silence grimly starts to dement
Chorus:
Миг забвенной красоты:
над вечностью смеясь,
Ты, великое ничто, божественная грязь,
В пасти алых океанов увлекаешь вновь,
Где едины в поцелуе - свет и жизнь и кровь
II
Termination from the start
Withal hearsecloth did us part
Mercifully, oh deep in my mind I
Still need you, in any form
Leave me be.
«No, don’t void me!
We must away together, for we…
.. Keep in mind, for we were the same
night of tongues and flame»
III
Surfeited with pleasures and pains,
With carnal flesh, cold remains
Wish to vomit out them all
From my life, my body,
My soul
Run away from this place
May my heart lie in the snow,
Trembling
For it is my misery, my wormwood
And the gall
… И сгорю я дотла на холодном ветру
И в перстах тишины я рассыплюсь безжизненным прахом
Я стою, устремляя свой взор в бесконечную тьму
Без терзаний, без боли, без страха
(И рассыплюсь безжизненным прахом)
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I
Abandon hope
all (ye) who enter me…
Let the part
of this noble body will be
a lid of your sudden sarcophagi
He would applaud
If he had the hands
And he would waltz
If he had the limbs
But he only grins
«You are as unwholesome as me»
Thus the mactation
Convoked them –
Doughy, bleating, dying
II
Another light
anon shall rise
For uninhumed vain
and malign eyes
Those who run to the dawn
Will fall into the night’s embrace
No one will leave this putrid pageant
(To a) lupanar fane
Profound is over and under me
It does go on hopelessly forever
«Do not plunge me back into wan nothingness!
Do not plunge me back into… »
III
Ripped down is the
chthonian sky
With the cold blade of a
Ritual knife
Ghost parade’s bringing me
Through the onyx arcades
To the jaw of hell
There is no place
on earth for you too,
and no grave that
will comfort you
for you've met the one who
did fill your heart
with stygian ardour
« Voco te o Magna Mater,
Ne me mori facias»
Dressed in piceous
you’ll return
to the orb where you must burn
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Whose is the
shade I’m seeing?
Disappear forever
Whoe’er you
Are, past dart
To my chest
Stay where you are…
We are all enshrouded
Here’s the first and only secret –
There are no secrets at all
Everything you want to hide, will be
Covered with the darkest pall
Do not you hear
their dead hearts beat?
Do not you know
on what they feed?
As you’ve said my name
I am arising
from the infinite
with meteor trail-like scars;
A sore evidence of how
you betrayed me
We are all enshrouded
No spell can bring me back to life
I dwell where light cannot touch me
But if you think of me, I am here
Closer than you can imagine
Come let me out
I’ll ungyve your soul
Tear off their veils
and make them all fall
Filled is my mouth with grief
I spit on you
I loved you,
but now I can’t bear it no more
and can’t promise
that you will be safe, my dear
We were all enshrouded
Never let them mist your consciousness
With idle phantoms they designed
Only in the smoke of their pyre
You’ll be a master of your mind
Show them no fear
But bid them to kneel
Before the last
Posthumous ordeal
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Грозою дышит ночь,
Химеры полнят тьму
Потоком зелье сна
Вливают в грудь мою
Припев:
И голоса
Из ниоткуда
Шипят в исступлении:
«Oт наших рук,
От наших глаз
Нет тебе
Спасения»
II
Но то лишь сонм теней,
И не страшусь я их -
Фантомов прошлых бед, -
Бесплотных и пустых
Припев:
Из плена видений
Стремится прочь душа моя
За грани грёз, грани миров,
Грани бытия
Прячу от них в сердце я ключ, выкован он в серебре…
… В серебре звезд и огне моей крови
III
И отпереть врата
Лишь этот может ключ
Чем безнадежней мрак –
Тем ярче будет луч
Припев:
Обещание новой веры,
Солнца нового предвосход
Скоро свет его белоснежный
Хлынет на меня из ворот
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